Does he remember your birthday?

How do you feel if your lover doesn't remember what you push and what you don't like?

My lover is very good. From his actions to his words to the way he treats me, everything is wonderful. I love him very much, so every time he complains or shows interest in something, I remember it to make him happy. but he doesn't seem to be like that. 

Like many couples, we also have times when we get angry and quarrel, we usually solve it by going out and choosing a quiet place for both of us to talk and find a way to solve the problem. 

And every once in a while we spend a date talking to each other about what the other doesn't like about each other. What you say about yourself, you always review and try to improve so that you don't make those mistakes again, but you don't. 

I don't remember what I told you, there are issues that I have to say over and over again, and there are issues that are always the focal point of all quarrels. but he still repeats and does things that he doesn't like at all. At first, I was still sulking because he didn't notice or remember what I said, but gradually I didn't feel sulky anymore. 

I feel more sad and disappointed now. I don't know, this time the job you are doing it makes you stress a lot, I know so I don't want to put more pressure on you. But there are many problems it has to do with my trust in you, I just hold on and hold on, then how long will I have to hold on? Until I completely lost all trust in you? What should I do to be good for both? What do I have to do so that you can leave me and think about what I say?