Life is not expected.
hi everyone, it's almost 11pm and i want to chat with you guys for a bit, i think this is not worth worrying about but i still choose to say it to ease my mind ^^
I'm 06er, I've lived in SG since I was a kid. I used to live in district 12 but 2 years ago I moved to Go Vap to be closer to my mother's place of work. Here, my family rents a house, the owner lives next to that block. The house owner and his wife are also ok, the aunt is gentle and cute, and the husband is an educated person but he is very rich.
I have a younger brother 6 years younger, 2 sisters often get scolded by the landlord for some minor hygiene problems such as litter flying around, dry leaves falling, rice for dogs to fall bla bla bla bla , but those are not made by me at all?? :D?? silly but come on, they have 2 daughters. The older one is the same age as me, he's very pretty, his name is also beautiful "Nguyen Thuoc Uyen" but he has three points :)) I talked to him once last year. At that time, at the beginning of 9th grade, I was still very carefree, my family had a little sister,
I lived with my mother and my uncle, but my stepfather was often not at home, so I was very busy. The 3 sisters are 6 years apart, meaning that she is 12 years older than her sister. At this age, my friends take care of admissions, take extra lessons everywhere, sometimes outside of school hours they hang out here and there, generally not as busy with housework as I am, and so is Thuc Uyen. , it's not hard work, but you can never be like that.
I have to help my mother, because I love my brothers very much, so I don't mind at all, being both a sister and a diaper like a mother and hunched over to teach handwriting lessons, picking up and teaching my younger brother like a father. ♀️. Although they are half-brothers, but I don't care, I don't want to have fun with friends, but I want to do my responsibilities well. I want the children to be taken care of, I want my brother not to be insolent,
I want my little sister to have neat hair and neat clothes. My biological father built a house last year with his new wife and relatives there, many people spent time persuading me to move in, I fought fiercely, cried a lot. I could have lived in a nice new house with the smell of new bricks, with a flower garden and auspicious pots like my name, I should have been able to live comfortably and comfortably without lack of anything in my father's arms. But I didn't choose that life. I chose to help my mother, I chose to be with my siblings, I chose the old house and yes, I chose the hard life.
To make it clearer for everyone to understand, my house is the busiest house in the area, the sound of children crying, my voice yelling at 2 super crazy kids. I always appear in the form of clothes that look a bit rural :)) and I am also aware of that country, but still think like:
-Oh my, it's good to wear clothes and pants at home, how beautiful it is
=)))))
Yes, when I got to know the other host's daughter, I told her that I stan BTS, so she thought BTS fans were idiots :)) (Bangtan fandom also has this, I've stan for 5 years now. )
it seems to play localbrand ;) I don't, at that time I don't understand how I can talk to a stupid neighbor like him lyrics=))) at that time I was indescribably stupid :)) he looked at me and a few days later he told me he was a jerk.
=))))))))))))))))????????????
it's too terrible, judging by the looks, the personality is wat da hell? I asked him if he liked scrunchies too, and he yelled back at me:
- Scot-chi
remembering it, it's funny;))) I read scrunchies so clearly man, what the hell are you reading buddy=)))))))?
After that until now, I never talked to him, although my house is close to him, he rarely goes out except when drying and taking things. As for me, I was embarrassed to go out into the yard, sweeping the house, cleaning the yard (but never going back there; v), storing the broom bla bla luxuriantly. I added fb to it but then deleted it immediately because the list was a bit dirty. I don't know her personality, but she behaves with me like that, admitting one thing that her features are popular but pretty, white skin, tall, walking softly, smiling softly.
he's been out a lot lately, just yesterday the other day he passed me and glared at me, I don't know if it was because I saw it or because it was really glaring, but in front of her eyes, it was her eyes that looked at me with disdain. belgium :)
You can say it to me and say yes, let it go, live for yourself, do not care. Yes, I think so too, but there must be a reason why this post was born.
I'm not white myself, before it was ok but lately I've been on vacation at home so I'm sorry, hey, I'm sad these days even though I'm a bit overweight but not fat ;))))) I know for myself I have a special beauty, not universal, but it is my own, friends who have played for a long time and have been close friends all say that, I think they are also true. But skin as smooth as a baby, white as a friend, is something that everyone in this area compliments, I know my fate so I should shut up :) but every time it passes by, I feel like a LOSER really, I have extreme low self-esteem even though I'm not ugly. But compared to that quality leather, I'm as ugly as a duck ;) I can feel it. No need to know anyone special
Better yet, as long as the guy is white, he wins, in my opinion, that's how it is :) My mother likes it very much, because she looks beautiful and seems to study diligently and well, sometimes like that. really :)) Last month, I yelled at my brother in the middle of the street and my friend stood looking at me with eyes that made me afraid to faint, I was a bit resentful, my mother saw that I was sad because of his look, so she cursed me for not being sociable, cursing me. I'm a nasty thing. At this point, I'm telling the truth, I'm completely broken, tears in my eyes ;)
I'm so sad these days, I've been out of the circle of inferiority for a long time but the way it appears so often these days, every second it passes by me like burying me in mud. I feel so inferior, it sounds ridiculous but I feel extremely hurt. At some point, I have to keep my head down, thinking that on the first day of school, she will wear ao dai. Then my mom will say she's so beautiful and graceful
:)) i know first
I'm not stupid when it comes to studying, but I don't know if he's super good as my mother thinks or not. The feeling of my mother praising the person who humbled her daughter, it's indescribable ;)
I'm not beautiful, I'm despised by the whole district because I'm too noisy because I scold my brother all day, I'm turned away by my mother, I'm rejected, I'm a nasty person, when my uncle's sister scolded me badly. , my mother defended her like a doctor. I know she loves me but... has she ever thought that her eldest daughter also has a heart?
I'm really stressed, I know I'm suffering, my friends will be happy, will achieve the goal but consider me lost. Because if you're not pretty, you'll lose right from the start :))
My mind is very confused, please don't be harsh and give me advice. I love you~
Hi everyone, it's a toy again Toan sad life
After a lot of pressure from my family, I decided to go dust in my hand with exactly 500k after 2 days of sitting at the shop I was determined to go home I feel that home is the safest place out there, there are so many scarier things Let's just go home and sleep for a while don't be stupid for the day
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